Blonde Ambition

Thursday, December 15, 2005

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Thursday, November 24, 2005


I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way you say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would putme down.
I love the fact that when I'm around you
I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me,
because I know you love me for who I am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better
At night I love watching you sleep,
hearing you take each breath,
and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand...
reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE.
I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight,
like there is no tomorrow
And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss,
the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love your laugh
I love hearing your voice
I love that you get along with my family and friends,
no matter how much you dislike them, or who they are.
And hearing you tell me your stories,
you could tell them to me a thousand times,
and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you.
But the main reason I love you is because.....You are you!

I LOVE YOU SCOTT!

Well.....it's my first post, but I thought I better start something like this where I can put my thoughts out to the public instead of swearing at some stupid person for driving too slow, or not getting your takeout order right. I tend to think I could get myself in trouble with the way I blurt things out.
So guys, bear with me as I travel down this road on creating a blog......